Fluctuation
Earlier on, I almost died. from boredom... a very bad way to go man. It is absolutely agonzing. Wanted to play som ball. Ended up raining after a few minutes. Couldn do a shit after that. I can't find anything to do at all. Needed to vent some frustration by throwing stuff around. didn help in the least, just got me more worked up. went online and thank god kai saved me. chatted a little and became much better. Decided to use my time more constructively by posting :D so here i am. The fluctuation of mood is rather expected, but equally painful if not more so.self doubt and thoughts of giving up really got to my head. The rain did not help my situation. The rain...
Head spinnin' feelin' like it's gonna explode
And I just wanna know
If anybody out there's feelin' me
I'm losin' my mind
And I can't believe
I let this shit get the best of me
And now I gotta let ya know
One's got me insane
Cause I can't stand the rain
It's hitting my window pane
A little too much
That’s why I gotta let ya know
One's got my face in a frown
Cause I can't stand the sound
Of the thunder that's crashing down
Upon my house
Embrace the End...
Labels: Emo
Trudged off @4:09 AM