The Beginning of a New End
I did a lot of thinking lately. Too many things in life are not going as expected. I usually take wateva life throws at me in my stride but that does not mean that I am satisfied. Anyway I shall start my first ever post with a quote, "Hell is stretch of eternal emptiness. There is no pain nor are there no memories. 'That is not so bad,' you may say. But without pain, there is no pleasure. Without sadness there is no joy. Without the past there is no future. Without memories there is no consciousness. What is heaven then? It is furnace, every second there is filled with pain and memories." This ought to leave y'all thinking too.
Recently, I have been really busy. Basketball season, LDP, events for Chinese New Year, coupled with homework and projects. Upcoming events like CDC competition and joint performance with RJ will keep me busy till June. After that, vive la liberté, I can concentrate on friends and other stuff.
Talking about friends, I just realized one thing, once I reach 18, yitao will be my schoolmate for half our lifetimes, and classmates for at least a third. That is a really long time. Well, I hope this can be a life long friendship, even if we part ways, keep in contact k? This goes for whoever considers me their friend. Dun really noe y I am saying this, since most of my friends will be in rj with me, but just felt like expressing this wish ahead of time.
This year is an important year. I will strive hard to do well. But what I have really done in the past 3 years? I dun really noe. Time really seems to fly by, not leaving even the slightest traces behind. This life just seems empty, devoid of true happiness or meaning. What am I doing here? I shall ponder this question as I trudge through the last year in RI. All good things come to an end. Bad stuff too...
Embrace the End
Trudged off @2:35 PM