Vg pms like there is no tomorrow. Scolded jonny jus cos he folded paper airplane. Sent zk outta class for no good reason. Can not stand her anymore even if I tried. But I still have to act nice in front of her. When will this torment end? If not for the legacy wen jun left behind, I would quit cdc, to hell with chairman and cca points. With teachers like that… well I can only say isn't life great?
I had been dreaming for so long. Now the dream is broken and I am awake. I can see my destination clearly in sight. It will be long before I get there, but get there I will. Everyone will. What mattersnow is how the journey there will be like. Process is more important than the end after all. Shan't dwell on matters that have past, or things I cannot control.
Match coming up. I have failed terribly so far. I am not so foolish to blame it on my inexperience. If I am selected to be in the team, I can do it. I cannot blame anything but myself. I will give it my best shot from now on. I will see if I can step up to the challenge.
Now to end off, the song that inspired this post. It reflects my feelings...

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goesBut it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleepsand I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border lineOf the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ahAh-ah, Ah-ah

I walk aloneI walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...



Embrace the End